Today I tried to cry after my heart broke for the millionth time. I tried but I couldn't. I was sad but I couldn't cry. I surprised myself when I heard my heart split but no tear drop came out. I felt my lungs collapse just a little, but still, nothing could be felt in my heart. I panicked a little, not knowing what to do; my thoughts fading, not able to talk. I wondered if this is the result of too many cracks and an ocean of tears. I wondered if finally I am lost. I wondered if I might feel again and for whom and for what. This is the story of love. This is the story of life. This is the story of death. The absence of light brought with it the dark. Now I can't see pain but I also can't see love.
~Yasaman Nafisi
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